what am I supposed to be?

Assalamualaikum..

Actually this is secret about my life.. what I feel, what I want is not important to you, right? so, just ignore this entry..!! I just want to type what's running in my mind right now. don't you got little bit angry?huhu..

I don't know what is my ambition.. what I know is study, study and shopping. hihihi. do you know, in a middle of primary school, I want to become 'ustazah'..it is because i'm always join my mother go to mosque. started from that, my friends laughing to me. shit..!! All my friends have the ambition to become a doctor.. what my mind is singing?  'wow' something interesting. ' bravo, bravo'. But, i'm still want to be 'ustazah' than a doctor. 

In the lowest secondary school, my ambition is changed. do you know what I want to be?? Architect, ok? huhuhu.. i'm got first present of made a poster about anti-drug. how proud I am?? hihihi. my spirit hippest until high level..kikiki. but, in the high secondary school it was changed again. huhhh.. 'do not stand still.' I'm started attract with account subject. but, I got lowest marks in class. only 40-50 %. you get me down, account!!! every night account can not make me sleep tightly. i'm study until morning. sometime, i'm do not sleep directly while sleeping in morning of classes. 

After SPM- fuhhh, relieved. very stimulated. Principle of Accounting A+. good job.! but, i'm still disappointed with myself and I really hate account subject..!!! it caused i'm really struggle in account subject while forgot to another subject. what happen with me..?? regret?? yes.. i'm decided to work only. but, my dad motivation me to up myself. '' continue your study. I can bear you.'' And now, i'm still a student. i'm accepted and followed the course that my dad had chooses. 

Islamic banking and finance. comfortable with me. In this course, i'm study account subject very well. then, I know how to stability of financial, how to made profit in business according to shari'ah. i'm super in draw budget financial in mahjong paper creatively. now, i'm a 'ustazah', architect and know how to manage time properly while study accounting subject.

since long time ago, I have bad behavior. I really like shopping until now. hihihi. every month hanging out with friends is who I am. huhuhu. truly, i'm got ruin  my financial stability. but, i'm still can cover it. budget your financial in a month is a good idea. Stated your shopping mall of destination that affordable price to you.

 ''enjoy shopping, enjoy studying.''

Thanks for reading this entry..!